I was writing an entirely different post today about some really cool stuff that I’ve experienced lately when I came to the flashback part and was stopped dead in my tracks.
You know, the little flashbacks I’ve been leaving at the bottom of my posts where I link to my post from that day last year? Well, as it happens, on this day last year I made the following statement:
“Maybe I will be able to run one day. A marathon, even. I just feel like anything is possible at this point.”
So, as I’m sure you can imagine, I felt that this flashback deserved more than just a small blurb at the end of a post.
Since I made that statement a year ago, I’ve walked in 1 5K, ran in 6 5K’s, a 10K, a 15K, and am currently training for my first Half-Marathon:
My race bibs, bracelets, and medals. I treasure these mementos. They are a daily reminder of just how far I've come...
and of how far I can go.
Sometimes I forget that I really did accomplish a lot this year. I needed that reminder today as I started to get in a funk over my foot injury and not being able to run for now.
I started to get scared of what taking a break from running would mean for me.
Would I gain weight?
Would I lose endurance?
Would I lose focus and start to struggle mentally and emotionally?
Would I still be considered “a runner”?
In the past year I’ve learned that I am more than just a number and that the scale doesn’t define me.
Now I need to learn that I am more than just a runner
and my running pace doesn’t define me.
and my running pace doesn’t define me.
You guys know who Rick Allen is? He’s the drummer for Def Leppard (one of my favorite bands from my younger years, Pour some sugar on me, yo!) who lost his left arm in car accident back in ’84. Do you know what his response was? “I lost my left arm, I’ll use my left foot”. And that’s exactly what he did, designing a drum set that would allow his feet to do the work that his left arm once did. He made due with what he had and persevered through an event that would have left a lot of people looking for a career change. But not him.
I know my foot injury doesn’t compare to having a limb amputated in the least. (melodramatic, much?) But, I can take his lead and work on a Plan B since Plan A is put on hold for now. I’ve put all my proverbial eggs into the running basket.
I’ve been wanting to start lifting weights for a while now. Every time I read one of Lori’s lifting moves of the week, that desire grew bigger and bigger. So, this is a perfect time for me to start doing just that. I also bought one of these months ago (February to be exact) and have used it exactly ONCE:
…and I won Jillian’s 30 Day Shred from Jeremy months ago and have only used it once! I have hand weights, a resistance band, all the tools necessary to get good workouts without having to put pressure on my foot, so I think it’s time I started putting all this crap to use, don’t you?!
I’m not glad my foot is hurt. At all. But, if anything, it’s taught me the importance of cross training, and instead of being in a funk, I’m now excited about this next stage of my journey.
A year ago I said “Maybe I will be able to run one day” and I did. I wonder what I’ll be doing a year from now that today seems impossible?
Stay tuned!
317.7 miles walked/jogged/ran since January 1st. (2010 Goal: 500)
65.0 miles biked since January 1st. (2010 Goal: 300)
(6) 5Ks finished since January 1st.
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by Josie on September 30, 2010 · 18 comments
in Exercise,Food,Milestones and Goals,Other Sites
Since my Half-Marathon is in January, I figured this challenge is the PERFECT way to keep me focused on my goals in preparation of that. The rules state that I have to list my goals (at least 3) and post an update each week, so without further adieu, here are my goals:
Yeah! That should put me in a good place for the big race in January, huh?! I’m really excited and glad I got in on time to participate this year!
P.S. For nostalgia’s sake, here were my goals this time last year:
-No carbonated beverages. period. (Me today: It’s been 367 days since my last soda)
-Minimum of 3 hours of gym per week. (Me today: I get an average of 5-6 hrs/week of exercise now)
-Cook dinner at least once per week. (Me today: ha! I made NO improvements in this area. Yeah, I’ll never be a cook and that’s okay…I have a wonderful husband who loves to cook.)
307.7 miles walked/jogged/ran since January 1st. (2010 Goal: 500)
65.0 miles biked since January 1st. (2010 Goal: 300)
(6) 5Ks finished since January 1st.
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